Thursday, February 02, 2006

Menopause

I feel like my body is going through menopause as of late. I find that I can't sleep at night but yet that's all I want to do during the day. My appetite is all wacky and unreasonable...it's weird. The last couple of nights I've had to sleep with the window open and get as naked as possible without any covers to feel even the slightest bit comfy. I think it's because I'm starved for a creative outlet. I haven't written much in terms of music and haven't been able to perform in forever. I'm pretty sure that's what it is. As a result of this menopausal episode, all I want to do is sit around during the day, tv or no tv, just lay around and think out loud and to myself. At night I get all wound up and excited about tv. Even playing that killing game that I was once very good and excited about seems silly and doesn't hold my interest anymore. My brain feels overwhelmed and disconnected. Blah, it's prolly just senioritis.

4 Comments:

At Thu Feb 02, 02:50:00 PM 2006, Blogger Scratch said...

You're right about the creative outlet. I've felt like that for years now. Goddamnit. I wish Lakeland band was fun, or I'd do that.

 
At Thu Feb 02, 03:13:00 PM 2006, Blogger Shirring said...

I agree. I was hoping to get involved with senior corps, there's one very close to where we'll be living in NC or maybe even joining the marching band at NCSU, but I think I'll be too busy with grad work to do either of those. I'm a little bummed by that. Sometimes I seriously question this field and contemplate switching and starting school all over...prolly a bad idea at this point in the game seeing as I have 6 weeks until graduation. Ha

 
At Thu Feb 02, 03:26:00 PM 2006, Blogger Scratch said...

They say it's never too late. I don't really agree with them, whoever they are. Well, when you have a family to care for it may not be too late. I dunno.

 
At Mon Feb 06, 10:05:00 AM 2006, Blogger Shirring said...

Elisabeth says it's too late

 

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